Here I go Again, by Casting Crowns. with a fire in my eyes!

Have you guys ever heard the song "Here I go again?" I just recently heard this song. It relates so much to me. Every day there is a fire that burns me inside, begging to get out! But the Fire had/has nowhere to go. The song talks about just what I'm going through. And it hurts so much to see my friends fall time and time again, and I feel helpless.

I see my friends who are not Christians and it kills me to see them with out Christ. Or even worse they say they are Christians but don't follow Christ. And the fire begs and pushes even more to get out when I see them!

That fire in my eyes. The fire that begs and pushes and kills me everyday to come out has come out four times in my life. AND EVERY TIME IT HAS COME OUT SOMEONE WAS SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise the LORD! The fire tells the message of Christ that needs to be told! And every time the fire has come out: those around me see the PASSION in my soul. But you see I do no push the fire to come out, the fire pushes me.

You must understand I do not take credit for those that are saved. The words that the fire brings out of my mouth are not mine. They are put in my mouth by God. If you have missed it, let me explain… The fire that I have been talking about is the Holy Spirit. Listen to the song to better understand what I'm talking about. It is not the best explanation of what I'm going through but it is the best I have seen.

You know there is something sad. At least one of those people that were saved has already fallen. And it's because they hold on to the memory of that fire that burned inside me. They to receive the fire, for a time, but memories fade and die. The fire must be rekindled.

My prayer is for my friends and for me. That my friends and I will show the passion, release the Fire (the Holy Spirit).

C C

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Ps you know guys even after reading this letter I feel almost like deleting it, because that fear is still inside. God bless all of you! I really mean that! God Bless!